My Signature Testimony~Part One~

~Learning The Gospel In Truth

For years I asked the Lord to help me gain a deeper grasp of the Gospel. Receiving Christ as my Savior and later being baptized in Church while still in my teens, I remember that though I had been taught the basic tenets of the Christian Gospel, I still had but a vague grasp of its meaning.

For years it often seemed that I was only swimming in shallow waters, not comprehending the deeper significance of all that salvation meant for the Christian.

While mentally agreeing with Christianity’s fundamental tenets, I strove to understand what had impelled the early martyrs to lay down their lives for the sake of the Gospel, when it seemed in today’s culture the Church could not even hold on to its traditional Christian name, but universally melted it down to the noncommittal “believers.”

After I prayed for more insight, the Holy Spirit led me to do things that never made sense ~like singing for Christ, when I was quite sure I had no musical gifts, ~and then of all things ~share those talents in public !!! ~when I would much rather not have done any such thing opposed to my overwhelmingly shy, timid nature.

Singing, creating music for the Lord, and sharing this gift was the first martyr like thing the Lord led me to do as He began teaching me how to comprehend the Gospel.

All of which reminds me of my mother for it was during this time of year that she passed away in 2020. Mama was not pleased if I did anything that went beyond the realm of our private lives. She preferred me to focus on my art and writing. I always was anxious to please my parents. To do anything that they did not agree with unsettled me.

Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone desires to come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. 16.25  For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, and whoever will lose his life for my sake will find it.

“…  For what will it profit a man, if he gains the whole world, and forfeits his life? Or what will a man give in exchange for his life? Luke 16:24-26 (World English Bible)

This is eternal life, to know You God and Your Son Jesus Christ.” See John 17:3

In this I had to really pray for discernment. Was this music gift of God?

How could it be of God if Mama does not like me doing anything in public? She absolutely despised social networking. She was not open to me having an online shop. It seemed everything she did not want were the very things the Lord led me to pursue at the time. Alas!

You are too delicate! She would caution… alas… but I realized she was concerned that these things were not in line with my nature.

And yet, Mama became my greatest encourager once I did the thing the Lord led me to do! That was the wonderful thing about her. Once it was done, she approved and was a great blessing to me! I loved how once Mama learned about a thing the Lord led me to do, she was no longer afraid of it.

I fervently prayed the Lord could help me comprehend all that His Gospel means for the Christian. His word promises He gives wisdom to all who ask. (See James 1)

The Lord inspired me to meditate on the Gospel of Salvation in Christ as I began to attach my name to the works He asked me to complete.

In doing this, I began to understand the significance of laying my life down for Christ and to experience persecution unlike I ever had known before.

The first thing I noticed (and it happens every time I use this signature) is that I fall far short of that standard to which people whether consciously or unconsciously hold people up to when they bear Christ’s name, and the verses that supported how I believed the Lord was asking me to glorify Him.

I was reminded of all my imperfections, unworthiness to do God’s work, etc. But then the Lord reminded me of this: that God had only one perfect child, Jesus.

All the rest of us His redeemed are forgiven (in Christ) yet we are given His righteousness through His sacrifice for us on the cross.

“So we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God is pleading through us: “Please, won’t you come back and be God’s friend?”

God made Jesus, who never personally sinned, experience the consequences of sin so that we could have a character that is good and right just as God is good and right.” 2 Corinthians 5:20-21 FBV

(“If we claim to be sinless we only fool ourselves, and the truth is not in us. But if we confess our sins, he is trustworthy and right so that he can forgive us our sins and make us clean from all that is not right in us. If we claim we haven’t sinned, we turn him into a liar, and his word is not in us.”

1 John 1:8-10 FBV

One time not long after I received Christ as my Savior, I was about eighteen years old, and my father had been struggling with ill health, and Mama was stressed over many things.

I had been busy all that morning trying to get ready for a community college class (this was the year directly after I graduated from high school just before I left home to go away to college. My dad had not wanted me to leave just yet.)

Mama was busy vacuuming the dining room and she was fretting over something but I had not realized this. I don’t remember what happened but when I came into the kitchen, she said something and I said something, and she broke down, truly upset, disappointed, accusing me: “I thought you were perfect!”

Astonished, confused and hurt more than anything else she could have said or done. “You should never have thought that!” I shouted, burst into tears and fled back to my room.

Riddled with guilt I could not pray till I repented for disrespecting Mama by speaking so to her.

Part of the Gospel is honoring your mother and father, ~one of the Ten Commandments.
My conscience would not let me dishonor Mama while at the same time claim that I loved Christ.

I had learned from the Bible that Jesus despised hypocrisy. How could I go to Church, face the Lord in prayer, or look Mama in the face when I acted so rudely toward my mom?

As I prayed I knew I loved her very much and desperately needed her forgiveness.

I prayed for the Lord to help me somehow be a better Christian for His namesake.



It was never easy then as I remember back to those long ago days, and it is never easy now in this world where we face so much opposition to our faith, myriad temptations to try our patience, even those who actually find joy in making us angry or stumble in our faith in some way.

We can rejoice though! For Jesus said, “In this world ye shall have tribulation. But be of good cheer! I have overcome the world.” See John 16:

We can also rejoice for the Word promises: “It is the Lord who works in us to will and to work of His Good pleasure. (*See Philippians 2:13)

I remembered this incident today as Mama is on my mind and there are so many things about the Gospel that one forgets.

One of the most important though is this; Christians are forgiven, and no one is perfect. We must never hold anyone up to a higher standard than we ourselves could ever live up to. None of us are God.

Paul wrote, “But we have this precious treasure [the good news about salvation] in [unworthy] earthen vessels [of human frailty], so that the grandeur and surpassing greatness of the power will be [shown to be] from God [His sufficiency] and not from ourselves.”

2 Corinthians 4:7 AMP

Jesus said, “Judge not lest ye be judged.” (Matthew 7:1)

We shall all stand before the Judgment seat of God. Perhaps today one of us shall meet Him face to face.

May we let Jesus be our righteousness. He paid the debt to God that none of us could ever repay. “For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life.”

Jesus is my righteousness. Not one of us are worthy of the grace He offers through His sacrifice for our sins and the redemption of our souls; Christ has paid our ransom for sin and death and adopted us into His holy family by His blood sacrifice on the cross.

When we receive His gift of salvation we are reborn into the family of the Living God. (See John 1)

May we give thanks to our wonderful God by loving Him and His precious children; celebrating all the wonderful gifts He gives each of us to share with each other that reflect His glorious majesty through our weak vessels He fashions into Trophies of His Amazing Grace in Christ Jesus.

Jesus said, “…this is My commandment that you Love one another as I have loved you. All shall know you are My disciples by your love for one another.” (See John 13:34-35)

In Jesus’ Name, amen.

My Signature Testimony~Part One~ Learning The Gospel, Copyright © 2025, by Suzanne Davis Harden, Through the Indwelling Risen Lord Jesus Christ, my Savior, Inspired by His Holy Spirit through whom He has sealed me till the day of Redemption, to the Glory of God my Heavenly Father, In Jesus’ Holy Name, Amen, All Rights Reserved.

All quoted Scripture Verses are Copyrighted by their respective publishers: Amplified Bible, Free Bible Version, Easy English Bible 2024, God’s Word Translation, World English Bible

Oh My Jesus, My Immanuel God Is With Us ~Original Keyboard Instrumental & Vocal Meditations For The Christmas Season

Praise our wonderful Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for blessing me with another Christmas album to share with you for this holy advent season as we celebrate the wonder surrounding the birth of our Lord.

The tracks on my latest release are more like a musical meditation reflecting the Christmas story when the album is considered as a whole unbroken composition. The songs are best listened to in sequence and meditated on while reading and praying through the Gospel stories related to the birth of Christ.

The Lord gave me a beautiful worship song for this album. It is simply called “The Jesus Worship Song”.

Very often I don’t know what to pray for even as the scriptures attest: In the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, Romans 8:26- NASB1995

Though I often don’t know how to pray as I should, yet the Lord helps me pray the simplest, most unfailing prayer: the humble prayer of Jesus’ holy name.

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus… name above all names, a prayer that is always according to the will of God that ever brings glory to the Father. For Jesus said, Whatever you ask in My name, that will I do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask Me anything in My name, I will do it.” John 14:13-14 NASB1995

May I ever sing it, ever pray it, for it glorifies the Father, it honors my Savior who died for me to redeem my soul.

My Lord will ever pray God’s will for whatever my need, and His prayers are always answered according to His will…oh praise Him for His gift of this beautiful prayer song.

For even as I am praying Jesus’ name, Christ’s Holy Spirit is within me praying according to the Father’s will, as I worship my Lord. I know He knows how to pray even when I don’t.

“… but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words; and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.”~ Romans 8:26-27 NASB2020

Some of God’s children will say the song is a “vain repetition…” (*see Matthew 6:7)

But truly anything is a vain repetition if it is done for God repeatedly and yet the heart is not in it. For then it is as dead and lifeless as a sculpted praying angel.

What are vain repetitions? What is a vanity?

Something performed without meaning.

If I am praying to God in church or my quiet time, and my heart is on lunch, or social media, my work, or myself, then my prayer is a vain repetition.

For I am repeating this religious ritual over and over and it is in vain that I am drawing near to Him with my lips, yet my heart is far from Him, for so the Lord Jesus said to the Pharisees.

Anything I do repeatedly with an empty heart toward God is a vain rhyming pattern or a binding chain that means nothing and leads no closer to Christ, but is in fact leading us farther from Him. For my heart is somewhere else. It’s not on Him.

He sees and knows if my heart is serving Him in truth or is a charade.

But when we pray to the Lord in Spirit and in truth, with a humble pure heart, our prayers are heard. Even when we do not know what to pray for.

For this reason also God highly exalted Him, and bestowed on Him the name which is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” ~Philippians 2:9-11 NASB2020

The Lord is honored when we exalt His beautiful name in prayer, in worship, in every way we can!

May we proclaim His name throughout the whole earth and of it never be ashamed!

May our Lord and Savior be ever glorified! May we pray to ever love Him more and more, now and forever!

And may this prayer of His Holy Name be on the lips of all His children who like me, may not know how to pray sometimes.

The prayer song of His Holy name is a beautiful gift from Him.

For Jesus Christ is the Gift of the Father!

Thanks be to God for His indescribable gift!”

2 Corinthians 9:15 NASB2020

In Jesus’ name amen.

Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,

May Thy Holy Son be ever glorified through the songs You blessed us with this Christmas on this album, thank You so much! Please ever draw our hearts closer to Thee, to love You more and more, now and throughout all eternity.

I love You, In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

To preview the Jesus Worship Song and all of the Christmas songs on Oh My Jesus, My Immanuel follow the link to my Hear & Now music website at the following link:

https://suzannedavisharden.hearnow.com/oh-my-jesus-my-immanuel-god-is-with-us-original-instrumentals-vocal-meditations-for-the-christmas-season

Peaceangelsong Oh My Jesus, My Immanuel God Is With Us ~Original Keyboard Instrumental & Vocal Meditations For The Christmas Season, Album Notes by Suzanne Davis Harden Through The Indwelling Risen Lord Jesus Christ, Inspired by His Holy Spirit, To The Glory of God the Heavenly Father, In Jesus’ Holy Name, Amen. Copyright © 2023 by Suzanne Davis Harden All rights reserved.

A MIRACLE FOR CHIP

 

 

  “I love the Lord for hearing me, for listening to my prayers.
Yes, he paid attention to me, so I will always call to him whenever I need help.” ~ Psalm 116:1-2

MIRACLE FOR CHIP

By Alison Davis Wiber

A little over a month ago my husband started developing symptoms that suggested his heart problems were resurfacing. He was becoming increasingly short of breath and dizzy and having chest pains.

At first we thought it could be his lungs because his last visit to the Cardiologist had shown his heart function was stable, if not improved a bit.

 So we made an appointment with the pulmonary doctor but they didn’t find anything in his lungs that could be contributing to his symptoms. They changed his asthma medicines to see if that would help but there was little improvement. His symptoms not only didn’t improve, they grew steadily worse.

 Chip was born into a family history of heart problems. His mom, dad and aunt all died of heart attacks. He has survived two heart attacks, two open heart surgeries that included a seven-way bypass and a two-way bypass. He has been near death many times.

 Chip died on the table once and was brought back by an angel of the Lord–it wasn’t his time.

During Chip’s last close encounter with death, God assured him on two separate but amazing occasions that he would be healed and given fifteen more years of life just like God healed King Hezekiah in 2 Kings 20:6. And just as God promised, Chip came through the dark valley of the shadow of death alive! My husband never wavered in his faith in God to keep His “Hezekiah promise”- at least, not until these new frightening symptoms appeared.

 Around the same time that Chip’s serious heart symptoms began to resurface, my sister Suzy encouraged me to join Twitter. She said that she had amazing Christian followers who were very strong in their faith and encouraging; she was sure that not only would I be inspired by them, but I could bless God by encouraging others as well!

The idea that I could be encouraged as well as be a blessing to others and to God by encouraging others really appealed to me!

So I joined Twitter and my sister had her friends friend me.

 Immediately I was blessed by their love, faith, and joy, and by their wisdom from God! My faith was really being uplifted by their encouraging blogs, inspiring tweets, and prayers that were just amazing. Their messages of hope extended to all and from all over the world: people who love, praise and seek God; people who pray for people they don’t even know! People were praying for the Church, the country and everything else!

 Interacting with the new friends I met on Twitter was really helping me because I’d become so downcast by my ever constant personal and spiritual struggles.

My Lord Jesus, had somehow become overshadowed by these struggles and it didn’t help that most of the Church sermons, bible studies and facebook posts I was being exposed to seemed to be constantly focused around doctrine, false teachers, the ills of this world, and sin.

 All of these are very important subjects but I needed Jesus! I needed to see His power still at work in the midst of these weighty issues. I needed my Savior– my Hope and my Strength!

Jesus knew my need! Ever faithful, He provided it ~through Twitter, of all things! –Only God!

 My sister’s posts and blogs were always exactly what I know God wanted me to hear and see! I would get daily scripture tweets from Rev. Ray Collins and ALWAYS the scripture he would send was somehow a word straight from God. I would study it and God was speaking! I was being brought out of my slumber so to speak…or at least out of the valley.

 While God was encouraging and lifting me through my newfound twitter friends, Chip was getting worse. Everyone was worried about him.

Our little home study group that meets at our house every Friday all rallied around to help and pray.  They were a tremendous blessing.

God had just formed this little group spontaneously about 3 months earlier. We were never so cohesive though as when Chip started going downhill. His illness really brought us together and established us as family.

 It became more difficult for Chip to do even simple things. Workouts that only weeks earlier he could accomplish without incident were becoming impossible. On several occasions he had to stop because he couldn’t catch his breath. One time he was certain he was having a heart attack because the chest pains, shortness of breath and dizziness were unbearable. Soon he stopped working out altogether.

 I was having to help more and more because he could no longer do even simple things like filling the gas cans for the riding lawn mower. He just couldn’t lift the full cans and carry them from the truck to the garage or even take the trash out. It was heartbreaking.

Finally he called his cardiologist and made an appointment. I was so relieved!

 At the initial appointment, the Doctor said his symptoms all pointed to heart failure. They took some blood and a chest X-ray. Then they put him on a med to slow his heart beat down and nitro 3 times daily. He had been dreading that. We were to return in a week. It was a very long week and the second visit could not come fast enough. None of the meds were helping.

 Chip had gotten so bad by this point he would spend half the day in bed. I couldn’t for the life of me understand. While praying God had spoken clearly to me that this trial was for Chip’s “edification.” There were times I was really strong with that knowledge, but then I would see him struggle just to get down the hall and it would break my heart and I’d worry.

 Like Peter the apostle, who, as long as he kept his eyes on Jesus he could walk on water by faith, but when he looked around at the wind and waves his faith grew weak and he’d sink.  My faith grew weak as long as I kept looking at Chip’s symptoms.

But then I would remember God’s Hezekiah promise to my husband and the word of God which says: “It is impossible for God to lie…” (Hebrews 6:18)

Both Chip and I know that God doesn’t break His promises, yet he kept wondering if maybe God took some time off for bad behavior! …or he would say God didn’t say he would be completely healthy all those years, he didn’t promise that he wouldn’t decline!

 For the most part, Chip handled it well but was trying to come to terms with the whole thing, especially that he might have to live this way and was trying to wrap his brain around it.

 Somehow, I was mostly confident and had a sense of peace. Especially because of the tweets! They were always right on time with encouraging words and scriptures that I just knew God put before me to help see me through this trial.

 Chip’s second visit to the doctor didn’t go so well. He ruled out heart failure, Chip had none of the signs…which was excellent news but his medical team now feared the worst: a blockage. If Chip did indeed have a blockage his options were few! Because of the two previous bypasses a third bypass would be extremely risky….he would have less than 50 percent chance of survival & because his arteries are so narrow it may not be possible to clear it at all. His only other option at that point would be a heart transplant.

 After warning him of the worst they sent him home telling him to basically do nothing. This was Thursday, a heart catheter was scheduled for the following Tuesday. This would be Chip’s 23rd heart catheter.

 During the time between the appointment and the procedure my sister asked all the twitter prayer warriors she knew to pray for Chip. Our little group prayed over him. They got their churches to pray, and Suzy got her mother in law and her own church to pray. She even called the 700 club!!!!  Chip’s kids and their churches were praying! Mom was praying.

 God really mobilized an incredible prayer effort! As tweets would come in I would read them to Chip and they would bless him so much. People he didn’t know praying for him really humbled him. All that my sister did in his behalf really humbled him!

 People were praying for me too and I could feel it. Not only that, God was speaking and giving me peace~ so much so that the night before the heart catheter procedure, I confessed to Chip that I didn’t think they were going to find a blockage!

 I couldn’t tell him how I knew or why I thought that but I was almost certain. He of course was incredulous and rightly so because not having a blockage was little consolation! What was causing all his heart symptoms then, and how could he get better with a mystery sickness? He thought I was in complete denial!

 We got to the hospital early but they took him right in. Then began a long wait. An emergency was flown in so they had to do that first, Chip would be 2nd after that. They didn’t come get him until sometime after was 1:00 pm. It was a long nerve wracking half a day! I was so apprehensive. I just didn’t know what was going to happen if they said no blockage. And I didn’t know what would happen if they said there was one.

 But all of the Twitter Prayer Warriors kept sending their prayer tweets and I kept reading them to Chip and this really helped! My friend Natalie called and prayed on the speaker phone so he could hear.

 Finally the hospital staff came and got Chip. I texted everyone to pray. The procedure took about an hour. When at last they wheeled him out…he was awake but half conscious….he said they didn’t find anything!

His heart was even a little BETTER than the last heart cath as far as heart function!! God had performed A MIRACLE!

 His arteries remain very narrow but there was nothing they could do about that! His symptoms were NOT from a blockage!!

Chip looked bewildered if not frightened. I felt so relieved! I knew it! The Holy Spirit had assured me there would be no blockage and that Chip was going to be okay.

 Chip slept the meds off and I read all the tweets. This one Rev. Pat sent out– I can’t even tell you how many tweets requesting for Chip not to have a blockage! I lost count at 80 but there were so many, many more!

And each of those tweets had the maximum amount of  people in them so it had to be up in the thousands.  I was blown away by that man’s faithfulness to do that. It really, really blessed me. 

 The next day, Chip woke up and- —bam—miraculously, Chips symptoms were better!

By mid-day he was no longer dizzy! The shortness of breath was easing dramatically and there was no chest pain. He tried to do a little to test it and sure enough it proved true. He just couldn’t believe it!

 I showed him how many people God had praying; I scrolled through every prayer! He was floored!! He now had to admit a few things.

 First of all he may have very well just been the recipient of yet another miracle but this time without medical assistance. He had to admit that God did not lift his symptoms until all medical avenues were exhausted leaving no room for doubt. He also had to admit that his faith wavered -and because of it he was really humbled by it all. 

And was he ever grateful to God and feeling so blessed by His healing, and by Suzy, and by everyone who prayed.

 Two days after the heart cath, in the afternoon, I almost cried as Chip left to go workout!! Two days earlier he couldn’t walk 20 feet and now he was healed and restored! Bless and Praise God! I will thank the Lord forever for hearing and answering our prayers!

Lord, thank You that You are a God who knows our every need, You hear every prayer, every sigh, and You keep every promise. We thank You for Your love and mercy. In Jesus name. Amen.

 Guest Blogger Alison Davis Wiber is one of Suzanne Davis Harden’s four amazing sisters. Alison is a Bible College graduate who loves to study God’s word. She lives with her husband Chip and white lab, RG 3, who she says, is “a handful.” 🙂